Thread:KotoriMinami/@comment-27878029-20160620163447

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried..

But failure always greets me at every end..



Away from the loneliness is all I need..

Friends that can share my pain is all I asked..

So that this dreaded path of life would not be so scary..



But never did that tree gave fruit..

A thousand ways I've tried to prove myself..

Yet, a thousand arrows pierced my heart as a result..

Rejected every time.. Hated all the time..

As I tried to ignore the pain, I kept trying..



I've tried, I've tried, I've tried..

Yet not even once have I grasped success..



<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">A selfless man you are..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">That I admire from you..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">A brightly shining star you are..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">That too I admire from you..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Never did I thought a man like you would appear in my life..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Yet you came and shone my paths in the darkness..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">And everytime I failed to prove my worth..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">I remembered the you who were warm..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">With the hopes to meet that you again..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">I kept standing back up..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Nothing I asked from you..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But a bond of friendship between us two..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">All this paths I traveled was for you and you alone..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Even if just a bit would be fine..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">As long I get a glimpse of your warmth again, all would be worth it..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But you never turned to me..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">For you, I am no more than a stranger..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">One that simply appeared and disappeared..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">As quickly as time walked by..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Our footsteps will never sychronize..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">And we would always remain distant..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">And now I'm at my limit..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">I took an arrow to my knee and could no longer stand up..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">My energy all exhausted..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">My roads all blocked..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But perhaps, just perhaps..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">This is the time you would finally turned to me..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">That you may release the arrow from my knee..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">And pull me back up to my feet..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But you've gone and ruin even that..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">As I called for you behind your back..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">You turned back at me..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But instead of releasing the arrow..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">You stabbed me with a dagger..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Instead of pulling me up..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">You pushed me towards the ground..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">And you left me there..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">As you have always did..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Can I not be your friend?

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">Can I not be someone you could count on?

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">I've always watched your backs..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">But you never did watch mine..

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">What did I lack to prove myself a person worthy of the title "Friend" to you?

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">What did I do wrong that you despised me so?

<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">I need my answers..

<p style="font-weight:normal;cursor:url("http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/love-live/images/f/fd/Text_Cursor.png"),text;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;margin-bottom:0px!important;">Lest this wounds will never heal.. <ac_metadata title="Am I not good enough for you?"> </ac_metadata>