Thread:LuciaHunter/@comment-25689453-20150917182036

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried..

But failure always greets me at every end..

Away from the loneliness is all I need..

Friends that can share my pain is all I asked..

So that this dreaded path of life would not be so scary..

But never did that tree gave fruit..

A thousand ways I've tried to prove myself..

Yet, a thousand arrows pierced my heart as a result..

Rejected every time.. Hated all the time..

As I tried to ignore the pain, I kept trying..

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried..

Yet not even once have I grasped success..

A selfless man you are..

That I admire from you..

A brightly shining star you are..

That too I admire from you..

Never did I thought a man like you would appear in my life..

Yet you came and shone my paths in the darkness..

And everytime I failed to prove my worth..

I remembered the you who were warm..

With the hopes to meet that you again..

I kept standing back up..

Nothing I asked from you..

But a bond of friendship between us two..

All this paths I traveled was for you and you alone..

Even if just a bit would be fine..

As long I get a glimpse of your warmth again, all would be worth it..

But you never turned to me..

For you, I am no more than a stranger..

One that simply appeared and disappeared..

As quickly as time walked by..

Our footsteps will never sychronize..

And we would always remain distant..

And now I'm at my limit..

I took an arrow to my knee and could no longer stand up..

My energy all exhausted..

My roads all blocked..

But perhaps, just perhaps..

This is the time you would finally turned to me..

That you may release the arrow from my knee..

And pull me back up to my feet..

But you've gone and ruin even that..

As I called for you behind your back..

You turned back at me..

But instead of releasing the arrow..

You stabbed me with a dagger..

Instead of pulling me up..

You pushed me towards the ground..

And you left me there..

As you have always did..

Can I not be your friend?

Can I not be someone you could count on?

I've always watched your backs..

But you never did watch mine..

What did I lack to prove myself a person worthy of the title "Friend" to you?

What did I do wrong that you despised me so?

I need my answers..

Lest this wounds will never heal.. 