Thread:CureHibiki/@comment-44536621-20191129081315

I'm not sure if you've been informed about the apology I made on my tumblr blog (called "no-uglies-allowed"). If not, I'm going to say this here, and I hope this somehow reaches you. There’s no easy way to say this, and I don’t know what to say really. I just want to say I’m sorry. I know it won’t do much to soften what I’ve been doing to you. I don’t intend for it to. I just want you to know that my hatred for you has been entirely irrational. I understand that it has been. I don’t want you to genuinely suffer, or feel scared, or anything because of me. I won’t turn this into a huge speech about myself and my mental state of mind, since I don’t want the focus to become about me. The fact of the matter is that I’ve been bullying you and I’m a horrible person for it. I know I didn’t have any right to do what I’ve done to you. Especially for such an extended period of time. No matter whether I feel you deserved it or not. And I’m really sorry. I promise I’ll leave you alone from now on. I won’t bother you at all.

And I won’t post any hateful things on any sites. This will be the final thing I'll post on FANDOM. I’ve been a moron. I’ve been a moron to let myself take my mental derangement to this level and use it to be a vile, disgusting evil villain. I’ll try and get the help I need to deal with my sick thoughts so that I don’t hurt anyone in the future, no matter how hard that may be for me to do. I'm going to see a professional and get legitimate help. I need it, no matter how terrifying the idea is. Again, I'm really sorry for everything I've done.  