Board Thread:Fun and Games/@comment-24187738-20151214152123/@comment-27402490-20151216213925

μ's and love live have not really changed my life but saved it i guess.   So I didn't really get into Love Live and everything until this past March. I had been in the fandom since June 2014 but not as deep as now.

Sometimes this August through October, I wasn't doing so well, I was becoming extremely paranoid and anxious(still am), not to mentioned my extreme self-hatred and suicidal thoughts. It wasn't fun to say the least.

But, on some of those days I would think of Kotori, who's my favourite girl, she's so cute and happy all the time(it's more a tie between every girl but shhh). It sounds silly and I've never really talked about it, but I would think of what she would say if she saw me all upset. Kotori would probably say “Hey don't be upset! I know that you can do anything you can put your mind to! I believe in you and please don't hurt yourself!!” And that I guess would give me something to be happy about. All of the girls give me strength to live and be happy.

Now, there are a lot of days that I still think like this, but then I think of how Honoka or Eli or any of them would be upset to see me like this, and try to make me feel better. Or I listen to some of the songs and I automatically feel happy.



Plus, Nozomi and Hanayo definitely have made me more comfortable with being chubby, Hanayo especially. Im now more confident to wear skirts and dresses, and even cosplay things I wouldn’t have because of my chub that I wanted to before and I will!! (Like Nozomi’s cheerleader outfit!!)

Also, ( <span style="line-height:1.38;color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.6667px;font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;text-indent:36pt;">as a sort of funny thing) now that I'm rewatching the anime, every episode makes me cry. I am just so happy for them. I especially cry during Nozomi’s episode in season two, and just thinking about the anime as a whole. Honoka had this dream and was so passionate about it, she was determined and achieved it. I'm so happy for Honoka and all the other girls. They deserved achieving their dreams, and because of this passion I saw Honoka have, I’m trying out for my high school’s musical! Which is pretty scary because I’m afraid to sing in front of people. But if μ's can so can I!

<p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;text-indent:36pt;"><span style="font-size:14.666666666666666px;font-family:Arial;color:#000000;font-weight:400;font-variant:normal;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">μ's has not only and changed and saved my life, but they’ve made me happy and more confident as well. And I hope that Aquors does this for me too!

<span style="font-size:14.6667px;font-family:Arial;color:rgb(0,0,0);font-weight:400;white-space:pre-wrap;">(By the way, thank you for this giveaway)